In need of a new job

I hate my job. I planned to be out of this job a year ago and I kept delaying. I know this is my fault for procrastinating but it still aggravates me. I have tried applying just not as much as I should be. I really wanted this school job and I have yet to hear from them and school is about to start :( 

I am now saying I want to be out of here by the end of september. Hoping my putting it out here will help with motivation. Once I get off work Im normally not up to getting onto the computer (why I rarely post and when I do they are very short) I know excuses excuses.... 

What I would love is a full time job, set hours, weekends off, benefits, and paid vacations (including time to take our yearly christmas trip to Ohio). 

What I would hate is late nights/overnights, crap pay, and a job where the employees are treated terribly.

Thats all for now, dinner is ready and laptop battery is almost dead anyways. 

Kayci

Surveys

Considering making some extra money doing surveys.  Have a friend who does it and I think its a great idea to have some extra xmas cash.  Curious to know of any suggestions of good sites to go onto?  I know it wont make very much but thats not really something I am looking for, I have a job, not the best one but it pays my bills.  Con- a lot of emails will be coming my way and email checking sucks lol.  Not a large con list at least.  Well time to go set up an email account and read the super long message from my friend about the surveys.

Kayci

Sore

I have been doing better keeping at a routine. I've been following Cassey Ho on youtube for quite some time now (blogilates). I have gotten more and more into it though the months so at the end of last month I got the calendar and there was one called journey to the splits. I have done them everyday for the past 5 days and today I went to my weekly yoga class at the library. Today was the first day I have felt more normal than sore all week. Granted I like being sore, it means my body is changing and I did a good job. I think the soreness will be back again for a few days, yoga always hurts my back. I have terrible posture so when I hold good posture for awhile it hurts... hopefully a few more weeks and that will begin to change and I start to have better posture permanently. Well I am off before my laptop dies.
Kayci

P.S.- Doctor visit went fairly well (rude nurse who made me uncomfortable) my doctor is very nice and he did a few lab tests everything came back normal and I can say that other than my weight and mental health (depression and a.d.d.) I am healthy.

Doctors appointment

I havent been to a doctor in about 5 years and today I scheduled one for tomorrow. Im very nervous about what will be said. I called to talk about why I'm having such a difficult time loosing weight but gaining so easily as well as this week I've been having some more issues like daily heartburn and yesterday I vomited up water (I had a just eaten lunch at work and it wasn't a lot of water but still the fact that it happened confused me). I hope everything goes well. Im curious to know if this is a thyroid problem and will be relieved just to know the answers.  I slept last night for a little over 12 hours so I actually had energy today so that was nice. Not really sure where else to go on the doctor other than just more rambling and I'm not sure how interesting that would be lol.
 Kayci

Quick Hello Again

On a day like today Im not sure what to post about. I would like to get back into writing on here, its therapeutic. Its my day off work so I would like to think of that place as little as possible. It is absolutely beautiful outside today and were planning on going swimming. Tomorrow is summer solstice and I need to get things ready for our celebration of it. We have been house sitting this week and today is our last day here. I enjoy being here its so nice being just Steve and I vs adding in two roommates. 

Ok well ha, I was just told we are staying another night (Steve's grandma is staying in florida another day). One thing about staying here has me very much so wanting a pet. I love coming "home" to take care of the dog. She is such a sweetheart and so loving. I wish were allowed to have pets at our place. Speaking of which I am going to go and play with the dog a little before we head off to the pool :) 

Kayci

Phenphedrine: hardcore weight loss supplement

I am at my largest weight I have ever been! As a kid I was always considered to be too skinny and everyone thought it was either disgusting or was jealous. I on the other hand always wanted to gain a little more weight because I was tired of hearing how gross it was to see my bones. No matter how hard I wanted to gain and how much I ate I could not gain weight! Puberty hit and I was still thin as a rail but slowly changing at 7th grade I finally started to gain weight, I was happy with what I had gained and wanted to say there. That was not the case. The next year I was yes still thin but had begun to think I was getting to big. The weight gain had never stopped and around 11th grade I was beginning to get closer and closer to being overweight. Graduation hit, I was starting to lose a little bit of weight. Now its been 2 years and I'm overweight. Desperate to lose my weight as well as some others wanting to get into better shape, my boyfriend, his brother, another friend, and I all began going to the gym together. We spend approx. 2 hours every week day there and this process began about 2 months ago. I seam to have the least amount of results and that is starting to bother me. My sister had given me a bottle and a half of Phenphedrine before I moved to Georgia. I am seriously consider using it but some of her side effects while she used it scare me.

I decided to look for reviews of this product tonight to see what others thought and honestly I'm not very good at searching online for some things and could not find what I wanted. I want to find a day by day blog of people trying this product. So that what I'm going to do! If and when I decide to take this product I will post on here daily of how things are going. I will measure in every Monday (normal routine with my boyfriend since starting at the gym). I will try to post all symptoms of the product that occur good and bad. I have about a month and a half's supply and will NOT be getting any more so after the product is out I will post  how some things go after I'm out as far as keeping the weight off, energy, moods, and appetite.
Let me know what you think.

Kayci

A lot has changed

It has been a long time since my last post. From glancing through past posts I can say that I now have a car that I have a loan on. Its a Chevy Malibu and when I got it it was in great shape. Unfortunatly I hit a deer not long after and I have faced quite a few problems. I no longer live in Ohio. I now live with my amazing Boyfriend Stephen and his brother and their drummer in Georgia. I just got back home a few days ago from a cross-country trip with my sister to help her move. That was a blast! But now its time for reality to come back and smack me in the face. I am attempting to find a new job seeing as I had to leave mcdonalds due to moving, and business isnt really doing to well as far as pure romance goes. Dont get me wrong, I love being a consultant and being able to say I own my business but its not like I have done anything to make myself sucessfull. I did at least get a possible party booked in Malibu for whenever I go visit again, that was a mood boster! I also met someone at the airport who lives close to me now that has offered to help in getting a job but im not exactly sure on this one yet. I feel very off about the whole thing and just havent made up my mind on what I want to do. I better make a decision fast, he wants for me and my boyfriend to go to his restraunt tomorrow for lunch to talk over possiblities. Guess it will just depend how what is decided tomorrow becasue im too tired to make a dependable decision. I am off to be for now. I will try to update again sometime.
Kayci